01:06

aaaaaaarrrgh i just can't go to sleep! my mind is still too racy rrrgh fuck it! i need something to make me go to bed, ASAP! blahblahblah i don't wanna lose him :( yea, i say it, i just can't.. oh meen, what's wrong with meeee?? is this have something to do with his dream and Maroon 5 - Nothing Last Forever? godgodgod, please no :( surely, he's not that nice, no way a person can be so perfect. have i mention that he's changed? i hate our phone calls lately, dit :| they are all disappointing and hurting.. there are three phone calls i think, and the last one, completely breaks my heart.. i know you were sleepy and tired, but that was not how we used to end our conversation, no sweet dream blablabla, no i love you, no the usual you :( so sorry, if i'm questioning where are we now, because just in a snap of fingers, you've changed. God tell me, am i dreaming?