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Rianti Dwiastuti.
16 years old.
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Sunday, December 28, 2008, 18:17
birthday day!

soooooooooo yesterday was my birthday! i am 16 now hihihi :) sweet sixteen, i know i know :) you what's the sweetest present? my boy! yea he is :) yesterday morning he told me that he wanted to come to my house, around 5pm and i said okay, but i suggested him to come earlier, because i was afraid i have left the house to dinner out. i told him that i didn't want him to come to my house by himself, because by himself means that he had to take a cab, and i didn't want him to do that, what a waste of money! so at 4pm he showed up at my door, carrying a plastic bag hihihi i know that's the present! and i looked there were two presents! yay hahahah then he told me a thing, he went to my house by cab! and i was kinda sad, he lied to me :( but he did that for me hihihihihi :) and guess what? he took a cab from his house to PIM and PIM to my house! WTF right???? so then we went inside, and he asked me to open the boxed-present, so i opened it. and what inside it is ................................................... rubber ducky! yea i am so serious! he bought me rubber ducky! like i what i wrote here a couple posts ago, i wanted rubber ducky and he bought me! not just one, but three! yes, threeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! hihihi two smalls and one big, so it's like a mother duck with its ducklings hahaha and the other present is kerokeropi wallet hahahahha i told him that i probably won't use that wallet, it's just not so me, and he told that's fine hahahaha i love the rubber duckies! :) thanks, dit! :)



then around 6pm i went to Citos to dinner out at Dome with my parents and to drop adit so he could take a cab (again) to come home. but i asked him to stay for dinner, first he refused. but then, my mom and dad helped, so he stayed! YEAAAAAAAAAAAH hahahaha after the dinner my mom asked my dad would he like to watch Transporter 3 and he said yes. because i hadn't watched Twilight, so i chose to watched it and Adit stayed a lil bit longer to watched it with me hihihi :) so yes, we watched Twilight together at 21.25 and then i went home, and he went home too, with my his parents. thanks God he didn't go home alone, i'd told him that it is dangerous to go home alone at night, and he answered it like this "aku kan cowo raaan" oh yea, fuck with you sex! funny that his mom said what i've said hahaha so he went home with his parents who just from Cinere



sooooo for me, my sixteen birthday is perfecto! seriously! i have a great boyfriend who stayed with me at my birthday and i got rubber duckies for the present hahahaha i do love him! aaaargh, God let me be married by him on the nesxt ten years (ups :P) well, not that perfect, i got no surprise :( no best friend showed at my door, but hey they said "happy birthday" so i still am happy, they remember! :) and my birthday will be better if my phone doesn't suck! arrrrrrrrrrrrrggggh :)



okay, wtf with my phone!
i want to introduce you with my lil family
the rubber duckies! :)

it is the mom!
i call her Mama si Jambul
hahaha only Adit and I know what :D


so this one is Cimeng si Brutal
hahaha again, only Adit and I know the reason why :D
why is he brutal? because the orange paint on his beak is blepotan
to his face hahahaha


this one is Cipao si Imut hahaha
why imut?
because i think "Cipao" is sok imut hauhauhua


so this is the duckies with their Mama
so i am the real Mama hahaha :)
wished their Papa is here :(




okay, actually i want to post videos! i made videos with adit like a couple days ago, but i've tried to upload it ever since, but always failed :( i am sad huuu the videos are funny, for me! hahaha hey, i want to share happiness! so please pray for me so i can upload the video, kay? :)




09:22
badbad mooooddd!

aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhh


my phone is broken! my-almost-die handphone is finally die! but in a way that i've never thought! it can't be charged! wtf grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i need my phone! i miss adit :( he is rarely online, so texting or calling is the ways t communicate with him huuuu well, there are another phones in my house though, but hey! i want to read all of the text he has sent mee :( what a birthday curse :(












okay, i'll be out for now! grr still angry, can't right much! actually i really want to tell everything about my birthday yesterday, but i am pisssed now! audhadalhdalda




Friday, December 26, 2008, 23:58
birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ME :)
sixteen now, wow!




sorry, can't write much! busy! i'm translating my dad's minutes of meetings hahaha
he pays me! yeah :P




Wednesday, December 24, 2008, 10:17
wishlist!

okay, three days to go (until whatt??) darn it! the birthday, my birthday! yaaaaaaaaaaaay hahahah i want presents! yesyesyesyes presents! nyah, kidding! no present will be just fine for me. birthday is just the day where your life will be oficially shortened, right? bbbut, i think i really do want a present hihihi oh daddy, can you grant me one of the things in my wishlist box?? pleasssssseeee huuuu you've owed me fish-eye lense since my junior high graduation! GOD! 6 months have passed, pop! grrr


so my mom asked me what kind of cake do i want for my birthday, and i said i want tiramisu, and yea, she's ordered one! yaaaaaaaaaaay even she won't give me a present, a cake will do! hahaha but mom, by giving me gladiator heels or oxford heels or ankle boot heels will make my birthday much cooler, you know! hahaha




and yea, i won't lie! i'm looking forward to be given something by adit hahaha well, he told before that he searched for the rubber ducky, but too bad he didn't find it! hu :( i told him before i want a book, the tittle is "identical" by Ellen Hopkins. oh gosh, she's a wonderful writer, i'm a fan! but my mom had bought me that book and i have finished read it! hahaha and i told him that i want a cow sleepers that was sold at Gramedia, and too bad (again!) the last time i went to Gramed, that sleepers had been bought hu and the last thing i told him what i want is Kambing Jantan the comic! yea, it is sooo funny! i've read some pages of it hahahahaha but hey, everything he'll give to me i'll accept gratefully! even no present will do, as long as he is still mine on my birhtday! :)


hmm do i want anything from my bests? aaargh i want a surprise! something like last year will be just fine! hey, i'm cleaning up my room now! :P but i think it won't happen. Amal is going to Jogja, and Acil is going to somewhere else, Vienda will be busy doing Bulcup X and i think Fika will be there too, for softball team maybe. i don 't know about rinda, but still think nothing will happen. that's fine, it can be the punishment for me for abandoning them for a time, right? :')














hahh, i should go now! must clean up my mess and take a bath! adit will come soon! he misses me, he wants to come over and i let him to (i miss him too!) ahhh still too lazy get my lazy butt away from this laptop, but i have to! grrr lazy lazy lazy ...




Tuesday, December 23, 2008, 19:10
awwwwwww

soooo like a month a ago, i went to aksara at Citos with my bf, and there was rubber ducky there! and yes, i wanted it! i still do want it, he laughed at me that time yeaaaa i know, childish! but i want it, cute-y hahahahah

and just minutes ago, adit texted me (so he's at PIM now, and i asked where was he going there)


Baru di gramed sm di pointbreak doang. Sblumnya ke citos, nyari si bebek kunying tpi ga ada :-( huu aksara payah !! Kmu nanti jgn lupa makan yah sayaang :-) aku makan di pim jg tpi gatau namanya apa. Nanti aku smsin kok :-)



awww i write it down just like what he sent to me! he searched for the rubber ducky i wanted! gosh, i am flattered! hahaha really!
he sure knows how to be loved more! :)





















love you, lon! :)




09:47
sharing :)

blaargh sorry haven't posted for a long time! bi-zi! hahaha kid! i hibernated myself from the internet, for no reason! weird, i know! sooo agaiiiiiinnnn i want to congrats my friends who just had their birthday! blarh, again, envy!


RAMANDA ANDRIAN
being 16 on 18th December 2008

DELIA WIBYGABILLA
being 16 on 20th December 2008

still waiting for my birthday to come! oh when oh when?? grr




bbbut today is another aniversarry for me and my bf! yippie! hahahaha four months!
yayyyy hahahaha he sent me a text earlier this morning, while i actually didn't remember about it (hey, i just woke up, okay?) hahahaha he sent me a sweet text, really :) hey i love him! i do, yes i do :) Oh God, please makes 9 years 8 monts fast and sweet hihihi (what's that? what's that?)

























dit, you know i love you
and i know we're looking forward for a thing
the thing we've been dreaming
and wishing to come true
i'm yours, and you're mine
i wanna be the girl
who will always be there for you
who will always care about you
who will always love you
and loved by you
someday, i'll be right there for you
night and day, share a story with you
while waiting for the day
i am here, for you
hold your hand, bear-hugging you
kiss you gently, and i'll never get tired to say

"aku sayang kamu :)"




Sunday, December 21, 2008, 01:19
it is love :)

wosh 01:20 in the morning, still awake and conscious hmm it must be the coffee that i drank earlier, must be a strong coffee! my mom just told me to go to bed, but still not feel sleepy! i'm texting adit now, well the texts are different now. just love, real. maybe i am love-drunk but hey, i am loved, and it is pure and beautiful :) lately we talk about our future. we, in ten years from now. small family. oh what a dream. but i really am wishing it will come true. even he is often pushy, but the way he stares to me everytime is pure love, and i love it (i love him for sure!) hmm still waiting for a reply from him, can't and won't blame him if he falls asleep. it's late now! hope he's asleep with a smile :) dear God, please watch him for me, k?




















i love you just the way you are
because that's the 'you' who take me as i am
and i love it, i love you :)




Saturday, December 20, 2008, 17:48
Bandung!

yohooooooooo ladieeessss (and boysssss) hihihi i'm at Bandung rrrright now! wohoooo! i shopped at Rumah Mode earlier and bought two blouses (one of it has a very sexy cleavage hahahaha), a vest, and (drum roll pleassseee!) a pencil skirt! nice baby yea! hahahaha but oh dear God, the skirt isn't in a good condition, something happen, just the ornament thought, but it sucks! grrrr but it's still hot! the vest and the skirt is a match, there's the dress too but i didn't buy it, a dress is still not for me, for now! o yea, i bought a purse at Mango at Paris Van Java, it's discounted but it's nice :)

well, now i'm going off because i have to get ready to go to a wedding, my pop's cousin i think! well, i don't know her or him, but i must go there :( hope the food is delicious hahahaha so byebye! :)

this is how do i look like now
hahahaha
uh-glyyyyy :|


and then i go change the clothes and here i am nowwww

still damn uuhhh-glyyy!




Thursday, December 18, 2008, 18:40
so what?

woohoooo! sorry i didn't post yesterday! i was tooooo tired, you know! i came over to iti's house at Bona, since after school until 5 pm then moved to amal's house. i went home around 6 pm and i got grounded! FUCK! but hey, just now my mom told me that i can go to PIM tomorrow but only until 3pm, but hey, that's cool! sooooo it means that my plan with my bf (which i thought it'd be cancelled because of the grounded thingy!) won't be cancelled! yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay hahaha well, not much word for now! actually after school i had a realllll serious conversation with my bf, but i still don't know will i post the story here on not! because somehow it is just too beautiful! ask me, then i'll tell hihihi but maybe i'll post here. but for noww, i'll do something else than these hihihi i'm uploading songs at imeem so i can play it here. and nowww, ciao! :)




Tuesday, December 16, 2008, 17:39
Promise Ring?

woohoo! i'm becoming a frequent blogger right now, a good thing or a disaster you think? but hey, don't care! sooooooo i do miss my girls! but hey, whose fault is it? MINE! blargh hey girls, i wanna ask you all to hang out on friday after report thingy, can you? i've asked vienda and amal, but both of them can't make it. actually, i've promised my bf to go out on friday but i actually i want a loud crowd, cause i miss you! hah! i know i'm not a good person, asking for something here, but i'm just too afraid for the thought in their minds krikrikrik

soo today's school was an unworthy one blargh! there's this event that HAI magazine and Toyota YARIS made for my school, savety driving thingy. and then two band played on stage, one is Tiket (the name sounds so cheap, and their music is somewhat cheap too!) and the other is Twentyfirst Night! A new comer, with cool music. sooo their single "Tergila" is a sweet song, you know, about a guy who fall deeply in love with a girl. then later i told my bf that i gave this song for him hihihi eventhough the lyrics match from-him-to-me better! oyea, forget to tell! my bf played "senar" for the percussion which was played to welcome Toyota Yaris (kinda foolish) but fool me, i didn't bring a camera! well, not my fault though! he made me mad last night, so it's his fault ngahahahah (what did happen? tell ya later!)

after school, my bf and i went to Alfa Midi because i want to buy some drink at myDea so he could eat his Baba Rafi that he bought before we went there. because i was kinda hungry, i bought Ring and Vita Pudding at Alfa Midi, later i bought ice lemon tea at myDea. can you even believe that i spent 3,200 rupiahs on food and 5,000 rupiahs on beverage! kreziiiihhhh! so we sat at myDea and just having fun, you know, gr-bf time hahahaha so he ate his Baba Rafi and i ate my pudding first, but funny we finished at the same time! because my pudding was so small compared to his Baba hahahaha then i opened my Ring, but i ate it with a childish way. i put 5 rings on my left hand's fingers, one ring each! hahaha and everytime i ate from one finger, my bf would put another ring on it! and i joked that those were the wedding ring from him! hahahahaha then i came up with a much foolish idea, i put ten rings on my fingers, one each! then i asked my bf to take a picture with his phone and so he did! look below for the photos!

My Favorite!
sorry you need to turn your head
to right to see this picture correctly :D



hahhhhhh now i'm home, and i miss my bf already! wtf! hahahahaha i have nothing to do, and i am bored. thinking to call my bf, but i'm afraid of another fight hufff but i think i'll call him, soon hihihi sooooooooo ciao! :)




Monday, December 15, 2008, 20:31
Envy!

weyyyy i'm back! but i've lost my desire to tell the other two stories, so sorry! hahahaha i just want to congrats my friends who turns sixteen! (and fifteen! hahaha what a child :P)



DEANDRA ARMYNI

being 16 on 15th December 2008

FATIMA ANTAMIA
being 16 on 14th December 2008

HANA KASHIRA
being 16 on 13th December 2008

GHINA ADIYARIANNI
being 15 on 7th December 2008



soon my friend RAMANDA ANDRIAN will turn 16 too on 18th December 2008 and myself? i have to wait for twelve days so that i can turn myself into sweet sixteen blaaaarrrrrghhh













i want to be 16 ASAP! boo :|




18:16
Left-Eyed

whoaaaa so many things happen todayyyy! errrr which one first i want to tell? hmm first is about myself, than about me and my girls, and the last one is about me and my bf. hmmm last save the last one for the last hahahaha

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo this stupid thing just happened like two hours ago! i wanted to make a cow's eye egg (HAHAHAHA), but not on the stove, but in the microwave. how? just like poaching an egg! but because i was stupid, i forgot to do something important! i should heat the water first for a minute in a hi temperature before pouring the egg into the water, but i thought nothing would change the taste, so i didn't mind too much. but because the water wasn't hot, i cooked the egg two times longer than the usual. i used 2 minutes in low tempt, 1 minute in med-low tempt, 30 seconds in med tempt, and 20 seconds in hi tempt. after i thought the egg was well-done, i got the egg out of the microwave, and spin the bowl slowly. and suddenly, POOOSSSHHH!!! the egg yolk popped and the extremely hot water jumped from inside the egg yolk, directly to my right eye! wahahdalhdjahesualhda it hurt like hell! (soory, exaggerating! hihihi) but it was hurting! well, not my eye ball, but still around my eye! blarrrgh, then i told my mom and she gave me bioplacenton (i think that's how to write it hihihi) to put it on my burned eye. it soothed a bit, but that's fine! so wanna see the scar? (not interesting though!)



do you see that lilttle whity thing
around my right eye? yea, that's it! grr




and do you know what? just about 30 minutes after the 'accident' my bf came to my house! grr and good thing he didn't laught about it hahaha but kissed my right eye a couple times, you know a get-well-soon-kiss hihihi i like it :) and now i'm hoping that my eye will be back to normal. amen! please pray for me! :)

nyanyanya so that's the story about me. a bad story. zz i have two stories more, i have to move my ass from the laptop, it's dinner time and i haven't fixed the table yet! hahaha i'd better go now before my mom yells! hahaha ciao!




Sunday, December 14, 2008, 17:33
New Lay-Out

weheee i'm back, bitches! hahaha okay, i update my blog, well, re-layouting it, so what cha think? cool? hope soo, cause i think this one is pretty nice hahaha hmmm i have nothing to say actually, but hey i want to show off my new shoes, later on but! well, they're lame (they? yeah! three pairs, bitches!) just some discounted shoes, so i think they're last season item, but what the hell! my mom let me bought three pairs hahahaha show the shoes later! ciao!







































i want ankle boot heels nowwwrrrgh!




09:51
Blah

hey, it's 09:51 in the morning. wait. morning? am i sure? wthvr hahahaha well, actually my bf wants to come to my house today, just for a pit stop because actually he wants to go to my friend's house to practice percussion, but i tell him that he can't come to my house because my mom says no when i ask for her permission, but actually i don't ask her! i don't want him to be at my house now. i miss him. but i don't want him here, understand? so, actually i had a conversation with him last night on the phone, and suddenly it went wrong, and we both cried hahahaha it's a private thing, so won't tell ya! but things has back to normal now, thanks God! yay :)


















now it's 14:08, sorry to leave it this long, i got something else to do hhihihi and now i'm bored. so ciao!




Friday, December 12, 2008, 20:34
Life These Days

hey, sorry i haven't posted anything these days, too busy. well, except for the post, the last blog post. i am a mess now, really am a mess. shit!

so, here's the thing, i am numb. okay, that's just a shit. the real thing is, i spend too much time with my bf, and i abandon my girlfriends. i know i am in wrong, but they (well, actually she) just talked to me once, and then that's it. i know nothing else. i only know nothing will work if the system is like this. and it is not working. so there are 6 girls, two are out from my school so they don't really know or understand about this (i think, blame me if i am wrong), two are not so close with me but i know they are pissed but they remain silent, one is kinda the most bocah hahaha well, it's easier to talk to her, she just being herself. and this is the hardest girl, she's the one who talked to me, but that's it. actually i'm so close to her, but i don't know in this case, i feel that she's the roughest (again, blame me if i am exaggerating) i'm not a starter, i need someone to start something like it used to. but i am in wrong, so i must try. but i'm too stupid. and i think people won't make it as an excuse.

sorry, break time now! my bf calls hihihi (hate me girls if you don't like this)

okay, break is over. and i am tired now. i am IMing with one of my coolest girl, Amal. well, i miss her, i'm having fun, for now. oyea, the phone went off because my bf is too tired, unyunyunyu sleep tight, diit :) he went to my house today, only for an hour, but that's enough :) grrr i really want to go out from this blog post now! my mood is not a friend now blargh bye!




Thursday, December 4, 2008, 18:46
Trouble

i'm so not in the mood. i don't want to write. and i really am numb.


people who are always there for me,
i'm sorry
i know i'm not a good friend
i can only write those word,
here
on the gloomiest day, they were there
cheered me up
and just be there
now, i have what i'd been looking for
and here i am
without them
abandoning them
hurting them
do i still have the place to apologize truly?
i have no defense
i'm in the fault
i am a failure


it does hurts me, i hurt them.