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Rianti Dwiastuti.
16 years old.
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Wednesday, April 29, 2009, 19:17
tragic phone call
30 seconds till the call ended.
R : diiit, jangan sedih lagiii
A : iya rann, aku usahain
R : iya deh, terserah..
A : siapa juga yang mau sedih??
R : ..aku
(pip) the call offed
it happened just some minutes ago
we've been fighting a lot lately
15:12
God
monday, around 11:00 am. The english teacher asked my class something, "do YOU believe in GOD?" all of my friends said "yes" with their own reasons, then the turn came to me. i am a muslim, but with a quite long hesitation, i answered "sometimes, i doubt my belief". The class suddenly silent. The teacher asked again, with a slight shock on his face, "why?" i started to think, and the fastest answer that came up to my mind is ""it is hard to believe in something that is abstract". The class started to buzz. i have a secret. that is not why i doubt it. when preasures are pushing you hard, when you just want to be a regular person in people's eye, when you don't want to be the topic of talking, when you don't want your loved one knows about your darkest secret, that is the way to answer the question that you are secretly avoiding. i haven't written any post for months, and i suddenly back with this kind of topic. in the end, i want to ask every people who end up in my blog, "have you doubted your GOD in your belief?"
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