people who are always there for me,
i'm sorry
i know i'm not a good friend
i can only write those word,
here
on the gloomiest day, they were there
cheered me up
and just be there
now, i have what i'd been looking for
and here i am
without them
abandoning them
hurting them
do i still have the place to apologize truly?
i have no defense
i'm in the fault
i am a failure