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February 2008 |
Friday, December 12, 2008, 20:34
Life These Days
hey, sorry i haven't posted anything these days, too busy. well, except for the post, the last blog post. i am a mess now, really am a mess. shit!so, here's the thing, i am numb. okay, that's just a shit. the real thing is, i spend too much time with my bf, and i abandon my girlfriends. i know i am in wrong, but they (well, actually she) just talked to me once, and then that's it. i know nothing else. i only know nothing will work if the system is like this. and it is not working. so there are 6 girls, two are out from my school so they don't really know or understand about this (i think, blame me if i am wrong), two are not so close with me but i know they are pissed but they remain silent, one is kinda the most bocah hahaha well, it's easier to talk to her, she just being herself. and this is the hardest girl, she's the one who talked to me, but that's it. actually i'm so close to her, but i don't know in this case, i feel that she's the roughest (again, blame me if i am exaggerating) i'm not a starter, i need someone to start something like it used to. but i am in wrong, so i must try. but i'm too stupid. and i think people won't make it as an excuse. sorry, break time now! my bf calls hihihi (hate me girls if you don't like this) okay, break is over. and i am tired now. i am IMing with one of my coolest girl, Amal. well, i miss her, i'm having fun, for now. oyea, the phone went off because my bf is too tired, unyunyunyu sleep tight, diit :) he went to my house today, only for an hour, but that's enough :) grrr i really want to go out from this blog post now! my mood is not a friend now blargh bye! |